Single Parent Spotlight: Tracey Bowden
I’m sick of seeing the bad press single parents get in the media, because some single parents have taken the choice to live off benefits, or even worse, have children in order to get benefits. We all seem to get tarred with the same negative brush!
I want to highlight how hard, but also how rewarding being a working single parent is, and to hear how other people in my position handle the tougher times, in the hopes I learn how to be the best parent I can be! My ninth interviewee is 33-year-old Tracey, a fellow blogger who lives in Wirral with her 8-year-old daughter.
|Tracey & Her Daughter|
children when you became a single parent, and how did this come about?
3. We had recently moved into a new flat and he was in bed as he worked nights
when I asked to use his phone as mine had died to ring my mum. There was a
message on the screen, it was a new
phone I had no clue what I was pressing and accidentally opened a message which
basically spelt out that there was something going on between him and a work
colleague. This we could of possibly worked out but when I asked him if he
wanted to work things out and continue to live with me and our daughter or move
out he said “I don’t know!” This made my mind up and we called it quits that
found hardest as a single parent? Not having any support at home. Handling
the tantrums and tears alone. It can get frustrating at times. There is no one
at home to shoulder the responsibility, everything parenting and non parenting
falls to you and I find it a bit overwhelming at times. I also, sometimes, miss
the adult company.
to parenting alone, in your opinion? I love the closeness we have together
now, just us two in our little bubble, living how we want to live, setting our
own rules and living the way it suits us. I also love that as I can parent how
I want, rules, boundaries, and routines as it suits the two of us.
negative judgements/stereotypes for being a single parent? If so can you share
with us what happened and how it made you feel? I haven’t really faced any
negativity for being a single parent not even at work.
relationship do you have with your ex, and how easy/difficult is it to maintain
for your child? At first we had an amazing relationship better than
when we were together but then he met someone and it all descended into chaos
with direct contact between us impossible for a long time. Now they have split
up (he’s finally seen she wasn’t a nice person) we have worked hard at trying to
get back to somewhere near what we had. It will never be as it was but we are
able to speak to each other and hold an adult conversation and are always
pleasant to each other now.
contact has always varied throughout the years with him having a lot of contact
through the week. We both stay in touch regarding things we need to discuss and
are both flexible towards contact. She also Facetimes him regularly off her
ipod and messages/rings him from my phone too whenever she wants to (or wants
child cope with contact? I think right now we have the right balance
for contact. She has always been able to see him whenever she wants outside
usual times or ring him to talk to him. She really has coped well with it aside
from when he was with mentioned ex when she didn’t want to see him at all. It
helps we live within walking distance of each too.
maintenance? If so, how did you come to an agreement on the amount? Yes he
pays maintenance. At first it was arranged between us with him paying a lot
more than he needed to. These days he pays an amount worked out from the child
support agency. He also contributes towards things like holiday spends, school
uniform, new shoes and out of school clubs.
how many hours do you work per week? I work in retail and I am, as of
writing this about to go back to work full time as a supervisor. This will
change from me doing around 25 hours to 44 hours a week.
child when you’re working? How do you feel about the current childcare
arrangements? My sister takes the bulk of my childcare for me, dropping off and
picking up from school and any overnight stays due to late opening times! She
also stays with her dad too depending on when he is having contact around his
working hours too. At the moment this arrangement suits me as I know she is
being taken care of with family and she is happy with his too.
child when you first went back to work? How easy was it to adjust back
into work? I went straight back to work when my maternity finished when she was
7 months old. I had no issues settling back into work as it was just 16 hours a
week back then.
guilt by working? If so, why? Everyday! As she gets older I feel guiltier
leaving her to go to work but I am lucky she does understand and hasn’t really
known anything different. I think I just feel bad that I don’t have standard
“9-5” working hours and my job requires me to work early mornings and late
nights. I hate not taking and picking her up from school.
Child /Working Tax Credits, and the cost of childcare? I think a lot more
needs to be done with regards to helping parents pay for childcare. The current
rates are too high and most parents find they are working to pay for childcare
even with tax credit help.
work/home/social life like? Have you managed to find a good balance? If so,
how? I have no social life! My blog and twitter are my social life as sad
as that sounds It’s just the way it is. I sacrificed my social life to ease my
guilt at having to have her stay with my sister while I work. I am still trying
to achieve that perfect work/home balance especially as I am now going back to
work full time! I am sure it will be a constant struggle for me that one!
If so, how long did it take before you were ready to date again? Right now
I am not dating. It took me nearly a year before I was ready to date again but only met one person. We were together for 6 months and she met and really
liked him. I have been single now for over 2 years since him.
for other single parents wanting to meet someone? I’m not sure my track
record is the best to be giving tips but I would say from personal experience
(both me and her dad) try to avoid introducing them to your partner until you
know it’s going to be a long term thing, especially if it is a recent break up.
And have fun!